May Allah reuite u both. amen :)
and the way u r missing ur husband nd whatever u want to do is neither indecent nor un islamic..
what i understood from whatever X2 said is that in our society expressing these feelings particularly in these words is still considered indecent.. u may have noticed that such type of dialouges/expressions are not allowed on TV, specially PTV.
i hope u will not take my comment as offence..i just wanted to clear the point.
may u have a very happy life with ue hubby.amen