Laying in a pool of darkness staring into the night,
I hold back tears and stifle emotions with all of my might.
There’s a hollowness inside me,
A pain and vulnerability I don’t want the world to see.
Facing the reality of all taht I’ve lost,
it seems like the world is at a standstill; life has been paused.
Like an unlit candle trying to find its spark,
I try not to let past wounds affect me, though they’ve definitely left a mark.
Fighting all temptation of seeing my blood dripping,
I blaze to haze out memories and keep myself from tripping.
Succumbing to the notion of death gets harder to resist,
because I realize how much betrayal and misery my life truly consists.
Each passing day only leaves me more alone and afraid,
Not knowing how long I can keep up with this charade.
I give up on life, it’s too hard of a test,
My soul died long ago, it’s time to put this body to rest…
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Very ............ very ..... mm Nice ...
Thanks for sharing .....
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Laying in a pool of darkness staring into the night, I hold back tears and stifle emotions with all of my might. There's a hollowness inside me, A pain and vulnerability I don't want the world to see. Facing the reality of all taht I've lost, it seems like the world is at a standstill; life has been paused. Like an unlit candle trying to find its spark, I try not to let past wounds affect me, though they've definitely left a mark. Fighting all temptation of seeing my blood dripping, I blaze to haze out memories and keep myself from tripping. Succumbing to the notion of death gets harder to resist, because I realize how much betrayal and misery my life truly consists. Each passing day only leaves me more alone and afraid, Not knowing how long I can keep up with this charade. I give up on life, it's too hard of a test, My soul died long ago, it's time to put this body to rest....
That is a beautiful piece of poetry...even though I do not agree with the end of it....The Body and the soul belongs to Allah, with us on a loan:)...Treating oneself by upholding one's truth and leaving all the hurt behind...wash it all away..."This too shall pass!!"
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Thanks 
Rough night hence the craziness 
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Me too:(...short term goals...one good thing I learnt yesterday...Short term goals!!!:)
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Hehe, agreed!
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and you…wrote that?!
You have some serious talent!
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^Thanks, I tend to write well under stress 
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wow wonderful thnk u soo much for sharin :)