MARRIED FROM BACKHOME, NOT HAPPY!!!

Re: MARRIED FROM BACKHOME, NOT HAPPY!!!

Hmm sahar im NOT giving up, not even though abt it dat way,,,im jus getting these feelings, fears n worries which im sharing, not said netin to her though. The fact im here is an attempt on my part to understand our differences as i know ppl have knowledge of both sides here for example farah has contributed and her reply reassured me abit,,as she moved to a different place n still changed. Thing is i just cnt speak to anyone about this issue in real life so i felt it would be better to get more opinions as some people seem to know alot more about these issues than i do. I have very limited experience dealin wv these things.
I just want to be better prepared(mentally n emotionally as at d moment my feelings r jus deteriorating day by day so i cnt let it slip nemo).

Thats why im here, I wanted to get some views on if it is possible to change the mannerisms,, attitudes,,,how easy is it..how long does it take ...this is me making an effort, isn it?

However, im open minded sort of guy n in a way want u to tel me if u think it is me cz it might be just me.