welll i gawt married in august das abt 6 mnthes ago and lived with him till nov den came bak to can to get a spouse residency visa and i basically havent seen him since nOv NOO wait he came to visit me for abt two weeks in jan while i was here BUT U KNW WHAT seeing him was amazing and him leaving was heartbreaking reallie shateered me !!..
and u knw ure luky ure a full time student to keep ure self busy ..i dnt haf anythin tuh do!! and it hurtsss and u knww when he left
after visiting mee for abt four days i didnt leave mmy room cuz i was soo sad …basically my point is ure luky u haf somat to do i dnt have anythin and its best to keep ureself preoccupiedd 
and yeh i knw its incredibly painfull!!