Over the past year or so .. i have been through a rollercoaster ride of my life… first losing concentration in my studies .. put my degree at risk.. but ironically since after that i have had a good job related to that degree that demands exceptional grades… i don’t know how i managed to get this job.. but Allahumdulliah i have it.. but at the same time.. i am under pressure to do good in my uni if i want to stay in.. sigh
its weird.. may Allah (swt) help me get through this time.. its like i am good at what i do just not good in studying that same topic.. sigh its weird i tell ya ..
i don’t knw if the above makes any sense.. its just that everyday i wake up with my heart beating really fast.. as i dont’ knw what stupid thing am i going to do today.. sigh..
i just feel like screaming from the top of my lung but that won’t do any good.. sigh…
PS: sorry if this thread is a total waste of time… just had to write some stuff from my thoughts.. hope you guys didn’t mind
