"Leaving you behind
The hardest thing to do
Wacthing you so carefully
Knowing its the last time
Tears in my eyes
With broken heart
Trying to say something
But unable to help the sealed lips
Encouraging you with fake smiles
But all ended up useless
The environment is also so quite and sad
Just like us, seems like they know too
Its the last time
To be with eachother as long as we could
Everything will be so changed
Now and after
Wacthing over our past
To see what we had lost and what we gained
Everything will be so changed
Nothing will be same
Tears in my eyes
With broken heart
Trying to say something
But unable to help our sealed lips
Leaving you behind
The hardest thing to do
Wacthing you so carefully
Knowing that its the last time
And then in the moment of silence
We both let go of eachother’s hands
Knowing that nothing will be same now
My whole life will be changed
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I’m different from you, all of you
Each other we’ve never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won’t be for good.
Whenever I’m mad it hurts me so bad
And you don’t even care
I don’t know why, I just want to cry
And someday I won’t be there.
The streaks on my arm they’ve done me no harm
They’re only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They’ll be there again and again.
If I’m mad at you I’ll hurt myself too
But that doesn’t really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirit’s bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don’t need me and we don’t need we
And that’s how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
goodbye.
**"From the moment we said ‘hello,’
To the moment I said ‘good-bye,’
I kept you close to my heart,
And even closer by my side.
I stood by you every step of the way,
Even when you hurt this heart of mine,
I loved you more as time went on,
I guess that makes me all the more blind.
I should have seen this coming,
I should have known what to do,
To know the words you said to her,
Were the precious, ?I love you.?
You said- I was the only one you loved,
And- the one you wanted ?til the end of time,
But now I know you said that to her,
And it has toren apart this heart of mine.
I thought I was special,
I thought it was me with whom you were in love,
But now I know,
That it was just my wish from above.
I believed in you, and trusted you,
I gave you my heart… totally,
I thought you loved me,
Just like I loved you… unconditionally.
But I was a fool,
To think you would love me,
'Cause I?m not that lucky,
And I never could be.
I will always love you,
No matter what I say,
Because you hold my heart,
In a very special way.
But that life with you is over now,
And there?s nothing I can do,
I?m sorry I didn?t make you happy,
But that’s all I ever wanted for you.
Carlos, I gave you my heart for two years,
I just wish you knew how to treat me.
…I would have given you my life **
"Right when we were starting to get along
I had to go, but I gotta be strong.
All I wanted was to get to know you,
But I guess the man upstairs doesn’t want me to.
When I said goodbye, it felt like I died,
I had the worst feeling you could ever have inside.
It hurt so much I wanted to cry.
It was so emarrassing I wanted to hide.
Now I want you even more than before.
I just wish you could let me open the door.
I just hope we meeet again sometime.
I’d steal your heart away… I hope it’s not a crime
"When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,
and I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes,
all filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry,
the way you did today,
while thinking of the many things,
we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
as much as I love you,
and each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me,
please try to understand,
that an angel came and called my name,
and took me by the hand,
and said my place was ready,
in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind,
all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away,
a tear fell from my eye,
for all life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for,
so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible,
that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared,
and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday,
just even for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized,
that this could never be,
for emptiness and memories,
would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
my heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates,
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
from His great golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity,
and all I've promised you".
Today for life on earth is past,
but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow,
but today will always last,
and since each day's the same day,
there's no longing for the past.
But you have been so faithful,
so trusting and so true.
Though there were times you did some things,
you knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven
and now at last you're free.
So won't you take my hand
and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,
don't think we're far apart,
for everytime you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart.
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"The time goes slowly by...
At night I was so lonely
Between the autumn leaves
I said, "I want to leave"
After I wrote my last letter
Wishin' to you a good life-
Inside me, bad weather...
Telling you goodbye
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