HAH This is coming from someone who posted the following in general....
GammaDilation
Cheesegod Is A Nutter
Posts: 1143
posted January 16, 2002 02:29 PM
i am feeling very sad right now...thought of doing my stress reiving activity i.e. punching this spare mattress however nothing seems to be working.... i am stressed out and the most stressing part is ... i cant put my finger where its coming from.... logged on to write this... currently i feel like screaming and i want to run around like crazy (obviously not outside....too cold) i will do that in my attic after typing up this message... and listen to some noise until i feel all dizzy and sick... have u ever felt this way? ..... i hate this world.... i hate every one...... damn all... i wish god will take my life for i am failing ... failing to make a diffrence... failing to achieve anything that would be considered brilliant or extraordianry .... cant make a diffrence.... whats the point of living any way...... i dont like the direction this world is taking and the way i cant stop it... i cant influence anybody... parents, relatives... what ever... its all a game... our lives, this world ...this thing called "God"... we are supressed and bonded by this system .... DIEEEEEEEeeeeeee..... damn me.... take my life.... kill me...burn me...enihilate me.... take away my soul my spiirt... and every thing i stand for.... do what u want to do .... i am good for nothing.... a freak... a failure.... u created me this way... and this system that has always pushed me, alienated me... i dont fit anywhere... not with this society or with my native country.... i am a confused child... i dont like what i see.... look at all the pathetic people ....they find happiness in meaningless things like partying, talking about pointless stuff and pursuing "life" .... so sad... do they not see all the violence, hate and discrimination... how can they live with alll this mindless bigotry ... i cant sleep.... havent been able to find peace and rest properly in 2 days now.... i am tired.... i am broken ... i am an incapable, incompetant ignorant fool... good for nothing but talking to my self...with no one to guide me... ..........................
These guys here a bunch of sneaky little pix takers who will do anything to defame someone and cause a scandal. Kinda like the press but more homely and paki…
b4 this rever it comes an ocean
b4 you pick my heart off from the floor
when the love comez down with out emmotionz
it takes the string man baby but I am ganna show you the door…
Gotta have faith