A voice is heard a vision is spied ;
in the face of truth is sin disguised,
reasons abound and talks are wild
gimme ur soul banish your pride,
fill me up, till the clear blue sky
opens up and takes me for a ride,
races, legacies have all but died
smile at shame, what do u have to hide,
fools rush in and sane stupefied
crying aloud like a first night bride,
never such fun, still a comforting sight
to go for war after losing the fight,
roving eyes and beauty has lied
sensing peril “give up ?” i cried,
seen a broken heart when emotions collide ?
as manifested by, a still born child,
Help me Lord, for i drown in the tide
i search my soul, but see a void inside,
love was sought, but sorrows multiplied
cared for by all, still i felt mummified,
robbed in the day, i felt safer at night
nightmares so fine, its the day ones that fright,
sinned all life & for nothing was i tried
life lived me, my hands felt tied,
something’s wrong but nothing’s right
stranded alone, betrayed by my guide,
helper of all, when alone i plight
free to dream but sleep denied,
alive and kicking confusion inspired
wrapped for warmth i chill from inside,
like the fallen angel i feel justified.
this is just something that i felt like writing, and came naturally. should not be taked as a portal to my personality. man it must be awful to feel that y. 
comments about it are better left to u all. would be grateful to recieve ur insightful remarks about it.
ALI