Just talk about yourself.

i went thru everything all by myself(ofcourse i cudnt have done it without Allah ta'ala and my familys support)..but here i mean no friend ever helped me anyway..maybe because i liked being myself most of the time...as am a quiet person and dont share much with others...but recently(like som years back) i did share alot with someone..and that someone turned out to be the very first closest and real/true friend i ever had..and the time we have been in contact is the longest..and this one person also turned out the be(and still is) the first person i ever fell in love with..and this person also turned out to be the only person who has manipulated me the most and the only person(besiedes my family) who loves me the most..and the only one who hates me the most...teh person is very nice only that my personality is a bit dodgy..not tht i am myself a dodgy person but it's just how people tend to think about me..so what i am today is in a way because of all that ever existed between me and this nice 'person':) and a lot of other people and events in life as well