Just one of those days/months/weeks

[Mrs_Saieen]

Re: Just one of those days/months/weeks

@sweet.i.f

Don’t you just have one of those weeks/days or months where you miss someone soo much :(…for me…it’s my dad…this whole week i’ve missed him so much imagining how my life would have been with him there through every step. Imagining how my MUM would have been with him there.

Then when i think about it the question that always worries the hell out of me is “what would happen to me and my bros. and sis. if something happened to my mum” because i know that no-one would keep us as their own if something did happen to her…and it scares me so much…and sometimes it feels like the whole world is on my shoulders. I mean what if something DID happen to mum, then? i would be left on my own…and yeah i’m a negative thinker

And sometimes i think so much that i cry and cry for hourssss, and it always leads to the past, which makes me angry, and these days i just feel like crying out the anger inside me…you know what, i’ll just hug myself

So who is it that you miss the most? The person who left you and makes your heart ache so much?