This a shair I wrote recently.
This one deals with struggle with one’s self.
Aik taraf se shaytaa bulate hai
Dusri taraf se farishtay
Aur kabhi shaytaa farishtay banke uljhaatay hai
Kabhi kuch bataatay hai
Kabhi kuch samjhaatay hai
Jaha mein kabhi ja nahi sakta woh rastay dikhatay hai
Jo mujhe mil nahi sakta uske milne ki aas jagaatay hai
Jab mein demakh se soochta hu
Woh dil pe waar kertay hai
Jab mein dil se soochta hu
Woh demaakh per waar kartay hai
Kahi kuch galt na ker jao
Iske dar se main kuch nahi kar paata hu
Jab aur koi raasta sahi nahi milta mein
Bas allah ka naam leke namaz e sajde mein jhukh jaata hu
Thode din guzar jaate hai araam se aur sakoon e itmenaam mein
Aur phir dubara ache aur bure ki jang shuru ho jaati hai dil o demaakh mein
Kabhi darta hu shaytano ke inaam se
Kabhi darta hu is jang ke anjaam se
Har insaan ke paas bus do raastay hotay hai
Her rasta abh mujhe apni haar kay wazay hotay hai
Na mein shaytaa ka ban saka na mein farishto ki sun saka
Puri umr inke dermia phassa raha
Mein to kabhi rukh hi nahi chun saka
Yeh mera kaisaa imtehaan hai
Yeh jo shaatano ke aur farishto ke dermeyaan hai