I was never the “crying” kind, but last night in my bed, I started to think about the whole situation in Pakistan. The politics, the madness, the corruption, the people, and sorry state of our country and I couldn’t help but cry, felt like crap and felt so helpless…
Sigh, I decided to do something, anything that I am capable of, I have been attending the local rallies to show my support but I feel that its not enough, its falling on deaf ears…
I told my parents that I wish i could go back to Pakistan and do something, and the response i got was standard… “tum kiya karlo gaye akailay?” ..
I have been sitting all day today in front of my computer, searching vigorously to find any news source to tell me what is going on in Pakistan.. I am in searrch of something.. but all I can find is that everyone is playing the blame game,
Blame the government, oh wait no don’t blame them, blame America as they are controlling everything. No wait, lets blame the lawyers, no how about PML, BB, MQM? no no its all because of Mullahs (Taleban)
No eh? for every blame there is atleast one person to counter it.. showing his/her support for it..
Sigh. I felt sorry for myself. There is an inner voice in me telling me to hang my head in shame, for I failed my Pakistan. My eyes keep getting wet with tears of desperation.. and in this desperate time i decided to start my web to make some noise.. www.saynotoemergency.com — there isn’t anything there yet except for a simple text, there is no context. Mostly because I can’t seem to get myself together to think of any..
I truely am sad and mad at myself. It really is making me cry… 
I am asking every fellow Pakistani to stop for a second and think about what is going on and please stop playing the blame game…
Our country needs us, we need to do something.. blaming each other is the easiest way out, but it isn’t the solution. I think at this time, lets put our minds together and lets unite for Pakistan.
PS: I am in NO favour of emergency, nor I completely support Musharraf, Nawaz S, BB, Imran Khan, MMA, Taleiban, MQM, or any other political entity in Pakistan. I support my country in any way possible.
PS2: It is my humble request to all the fellow members to please stop using the term “Mullah” incorrectly. If you think that a certain person is not well informed about Islam and he is misrepresenting it then just call them with some other term, we both knw that there are respectable Mullahs in Pakistan and they don’t deserve to be painted with the same brush.