Re: insane…
Awwwwwwwwwwwww i feel for you cuz i am claustrophobic too :(!. At times i think i should actually do something about it…cuz like i am scared of taking elevators n it was a nightmare when i was in canada and everyday i had to take them like 10 times cuz i lived in an appartment. BUt my mom had to tag along with me:blush:…lol it can be really bad at times. I have trouble wearing anything that is too close 2 my neck as in necklaces, etc. Infact i love high-necks n the colored necks but i can’t wear them. Everytime i get a kameez made with colored neck it gets wasted as i am not able to wear them as it feels extreemly uncomfortable. Just last week i gave that shirt back 2 the tailor and told him 2 do something about it cuz i really liked the shirt and didnt want to waste it like i did with my other shirts so he was also beta i told you before too stop trying to wear such necklines cuz you are just not comfortable with them na :(. Its so bad…
I remember my dad got this realy nice diamond locket from dubai and mom gave it to me but i cant wear it cuz it comes up lil 2 close 2 my neck for my comfort. And you cant even get a new chain cuz some lockets look nice up close:smack:. So ya i think i should do something about it cuz evry says what the hell r u gonna do on your wedding?!?..Also last month i had 2 go for a job interview and i had 2 big portfolio bags with me..driver was away on holidays so my poor bro had to drop me and he was being a gentleman and carried those such heavy bags for me and he was like yaar lets take the elevators and i was like noooooooooooooo u go n i wl come by stairs…lol now he cudnt even leave me alone as it was early morning n the place was very sunsan…(LOL)…so ya at times it really bothers you that you can’t be normal like other people.
But its all in the mind cuz i know when i go to wonderland (amusement part in canada) i go mad and end up taking all of those rides n all in fun and at times i realise later that oh i was actually tied up like that and had to be in that position for like 10 mins n how did i manage…lol just for the thrills eh! but than i can neva take that one where the tube is covered…i wud die in the mid-way i believe.
Like you i also at times try and c if i can control myself n all but it helps only little bit.