ok … so today im feeling really sick, dizzy and basicsally i cant breath!! 
Im claustrophobic and in the past week have had a few horrid experiences of gettin stuck in lifts, trains and subways!! 
I cant get to uni without publi transport becos i cant drive and even if i cud, its 2 expensive 2 drive all the way and to park as well.
Anyhow i dnt mid public transport even whn its busy, but last week it was rush hour in the morning the train was packed i was sitting down, and all of a sudden the trtain just slowed down and stopped on the tracks!!! We were stuck on it 4 2 hours!!! Now i dunno wht it is but whrever i sit or go i always look for n exit that i cud possibly escape 4rm , even a small window, i dunno whether its an escape thing or an oxygen thing 
i started to feel really sick and dizzy and basically panic, even though was safe its just there problems on the track so the train cudnt move on. I kept trying 2 explain 2 myself not 2 make a scene in front of every1 so i stood up on my chair how stupid i knw thr wasnt much room to even move tbh, and then had tears running down my face- i was needless 2 say embarasses but i cudn help myself, i cant seem to breath properly under suc circumsatncer either , i was breathing so heavily and im nt even asthmatic, anywayz i got out of that 1
then got in a lift on tuesday, luckily not 4 long, but again i had a total panick attack
but worst of all was today
i was on the subway it wa sonly like a 2 stop journey and i was running late, however there was a football match and it was crazy busy, but they kept letting ppl on even thou thr was like no space 
anyhow halfway through the subway stopped and THEN… startted rolling back, becos thr wee 2 many ppl on it. I was S*** scared as it kept stopping and rolling back and was totally panicking cos thr was like nooo space to even move a finger in thr !!! after a while it slowly made its way to the 1st stop, so i ran out even tho it was ages away 4rm whr i actually had to get off!! I was shaking, heart was pounding at like a million miles per hour . aNd am still having slight difficulty breathing 
Its never been like this , and i try to calm myself in situations like this, sumtimes i actually go in2 tight spaces to try and help myself deal with it, it just makes things worst 4 me.
Most ppl think im insane , but i dunno why i react like this :no: mayb im going insane, but im sure other ppl go thru this ???
