Re: Inner peace …
MashaAllah @ praying regularly, reciting surah yaseen and doing tasbeehs. As ba-barkat as this routine is, do you understand what you’re reciting? Do you understand the benefits, the power of the words you’re reciting? I think that is what’s missing. You don’t understand arabic (I assume) so the words that you recite don’t have an impact on your mind. I suggest you start reading the Quran with translation and tafseer and also read Islamic books including biographies of the prophets, hadith books, history books, religious stories books, all in a language that you understand. Or even watch videos of trusted scholars. Increasing your knowledge of Islam will increase your imaan too. It always works for me to the point that I start craving solitude from this crazy world we live in. I can guarantee it will work for you too InshaAllah.
You’re absolutely right! I don’t understand what I am reading or even if the parts I do understand I am unable to grasp them well. They seem unimaginable which is why they don’t really go in my head as they should.