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im a Aquarius i thought id tell just in case if there are any other aquarius out there going through the same thing. Well i make friends easily recently started college and met a few people and got to know them preety well and became friends i also went to meet a friend when she called me wayy ahead of class just to chill and i went i dont no why i went coz now i feel as if i should have not done this?! bcoz i felt as if she was just showing me to her other friend if im good or not?! ne wayz so i went and chilled out after a day or so i was like what good am i gonna do by making friends? i meen ok fyne talk to them and all in class n dats it why exchnage emails n telefones n all??

i jus dnt no i feel incomplete sumtymes i dnt want friends sumtymes i do want friends.. my life gets bright sumtymes sumtymes i feel really depressed and just want to be alone but at the same tyme i want fun! im jus soo confused i feel lyke just changing my e-mails coz i added theose friends on to msn i dnt no why i regret on it alot!! so thinkin to chnage da e-mail my fone n jus not meet ne one as if there my friends! jus hi n dere n here is fyne in college i dnt want ne thin more then that!

what should i do?? what am i goin thru?? and what do you think i should do??

im more of a family related person i meen i rather b wid family den friends.. i left my old frineds dey were jerks n coz of dat i dnt wanna look for new ones buh then i also wanna u noe look for them

im konfused

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you seem young...how old are you? and abit paranoid. about what people think of you, and you immediatly think of the worst if someone casually talks to you wondering why they talking to you...

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im 21 lol

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oh,,well never mind. i guess your either paranoid, maybe you have been through some trauma and are now very fragile, or something along those lines.

i guess we all feel that way sometimes. nothing wrong with you, we are all confused love, just try to ignore any negative vibes you may feel and let live....i do that.sometimes i feel exact same way, but its normal.....i know alot of ppl feel this way at times. part and parcel of life.

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Nothing personal young man.

But i just came on this thread to tell you.

reading and being interested about your 'STARS' is a big HARAAM.

a sahih bukhari hadith states that

'the one who even once reads about his stars/astrology, his prayer will not be accepted for 40 days''

so stop quit the astrolgy, dont even read your sign even if you dont belive it.

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^ lol agreed. Got nothing to do with your "star".

Anyways about you being confused... hmm i dont know.. Why can't you have friends and family both?

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zzzy u r both an introvert n extrovert. u like ppl n company but at the end of day u need ur own space too. So just try to balance b/w ur two needs n u'll be fine.