That's really sad to hear. I don't know about your situation but I can relate to you in a way cos I myself have passed through an extremely depressing state, when you just can't see tomorrow-completely hopeless. Though mine were other reasons. But I pray from the core of my heart may Allah swt gives you strength, may He bless you with the gifts of sabr and shukr and may He double the reward of patience. May you be showered with His mercy. May Allah swt instill contentment in your heart.
Try to gain strength through salat and tilawat. Also Ramadan is coming up, inshaAllah it'll be a source of strength for all of us. Also one thing which keeps me going is, I think this duniya is eventually going to end, we are not going to live here always and so will be the problems difficulties of this life. and our stay here is way too short comparatively. Also when I think of people who are in worst conditions. I don't know if I made sense or no but can do just one thing- dua. iA.