Re: im on the edge
^this isn't the first time you've complained about this issue, Desikuri.
Tell me something........is your brother spoiled? Are you seeing any signs of spoiled and self-centered behavior in him? If your mom is INDEED being unjust toward you as you say..............then she'll end up paying a heavy price for it later on. It's not uncommon for the "favored" child to develop into a selfish and inconsiderate adult.....who also disregards the feelings of the parent who has lavished so much attention on him for years.
The only other suggestion that I can give you besides talking about the issue.........is that you try and develop a more positive relationship with your brother.