No, don't message amir phindi. This is not a test. You are gay, and that is FINE. Allah (swt) will not punish you for being gay. DO NOT FOLLOW these peoples traps of "it's just a test and surely you can fight it". You will be miserable that way. YOU ARE 100% FINE WITH THE WAY YOU ARE AND THE ONLY THING YOU NEED TO CHANGE IS TO STOP LISTENING TO THESE DISGUSTINGLY IGNORANT, CLOSE-MINDED JUDGMENTAL PEOPLE WHO WILL TRY TO FORCE YOU TO BE SOMETHING YOU ARE NOT.
you brought islam into this
now provide the evidence!