Re: If God exists!
To Hahahaha......
One pronouncing the shahadah means that one has submitted to Islam.
Islam (submission) means that one accepts all that is in the religion as is prescribed. Ones calling himself/herself a muslim means they have accepted Islam and is submitted to Allah swt.
there are a few places in Quran that I dont remember now where exactly, where it does say that do not indulge in finding answers about Allah swt, it will set you more off the path and into sin...... and it is beyond our inteligence to think of it also.
Lets take the example of the Jews in the Surah Baqarah, the Jews constant questioning about the cow's feature. Lets not be that. If you have accepted Islam, follow the 5 pillars as has been prescribed, and set the evil thoughts out of you heart. It is surely the Shaitan that is scrambling your mind.
One more note.....On the Day of Judgement, when all the beings and the Malika will be dead, Allah swt will ask the Angel of Death, is there anyone that is still alive. The Angel of Death will reply, " No My Lord, except me and the "Everlasting YOU". The Allah swt will ask the Angel of Death, "you have taken everyones life, now it is your turn to taste Death, and with the permission of Allah swt the Angel of Death will take his soul, then it will be no one except Allah swt. and HE will ask in a loud voice "Is there anyone one who is the King here"....after finding no answer...( because there will be none)....HE will rise us again. This itself is a big daleel that he is the everlasting, and HE surely exists.
Clean up your mind, my friend and take the evil thoughts out of your mind. do a lot of Istaghfar, and SUBMIT.