I wish I die today and live tomorrow
To see who after my death has missed me
And to see the ones who carried me to my grave
And to thank whoever was kind to me and buried me
And to see how many will grieve my death, and write poems about me
And the ones who left me, and didn’t write anything about me
And the stranger who felt pain for me, even when he is an unknown traveler
And the close ones who stabbed me while I’m dead
And the one who acts crying but is unable to get the tears
And the one whose tears flow every time he remembers me
And who of my family was present at my consolation (the 3 days which Arabs have for this)
And the one who prayed for me in his prayers and asked Allah to have mercy on me
And who in my name built sabeel (charity – roads, water for travelers etc) and mosques
And whose heart beats strongly whenever he sees me
And who for me stayed up days praying
And who after 3 days (consolation days) went away and left me
And who cleans my room and sorts my books
And if saw my picture, cries and embraces it
O Allah! Perhaps not all the feelings will fade away
And O Allah! May my thoughts never be shocked one day
I’m afraid my life will pass and I will be a loser (have lost )
And when the soul has flown, wishful thinking won’t benefit me
And I’m afraid a time will come: I’ll hurt feelings
When the world turns around, and time breaks me down
And as long as this world has become about appearances
And everyone singing on his way and mind (doing as they wish)
My concerns are many and sadness is plenty
And I’ve seen the wounds love me the most
I live like I’m dead, between the past and the present
And patience, the key of relief, is lost from me
What is it that you want so you leave me O SORROW?
And poor happiness of mine, believe me I miss it!!
I’m a poet, but I don’t do poetry
I wish I die today and rest from myself
ودِّي أمُـوتْ .. اليُـوم … وأعيـش باكـر..وأشوفْ مِنْهو.. بعـد مُوتـي فقدنـي
ودِّي أمُـوتْ .. اليُـوم … وأعيـش باكـر
وأشوفْ مِنْهـو .. بعـد مُوتـي فقدنـي ..!
ومِنْهو حَمَلْني لِيـن .. ذِيـكْ .. " المقابـر"
وأشْكـرْ أنـا .. كِـل مِـنْ كَرَمْنـي ودِفنِّـي
وبشُوفْ .. يرثيني أنـا كَـمْ شاعـر ] ..؟
ومِنْهو تركْنـي .. ومـا كِتَـب شَـي عنِّـي
شِخصٍ تعنَّـى لـي .. مـع إنـه .. مسافـر
وشِخـصٍ قِريـبٍ .. وآنـا مَيِّـت / طعنِّـي
وشِخصٍ يمثِّل دمعِتَـه .. مـا هـو قـادر !
وشِخصٍ تِطيـح دموعـه كِـلْ مـا ذكرنـي
ومِنْهو مِـنْ أهلـي ف العَـزا كـان حاضـر
ومِنْهو دعى لي فـي " صلاتـه " ورحمنـي
ومِنْهـو بنـى بإسمـي ] سبيـل ومنابـر
ومِنْهـو يفـز قلبـه .. إلا مِــنْ لمحـنـي
ومِنْهو عشانـي : طُـول الأيـام ساهـر ..!
ومِنْهـو ثـلاث أيَّـام .. راح وتركنـي ..؟
ومِنْهـو يرتِّـب .. غرفتـي .. / والدفاتـر
وإن شاف ( صوره ) لـي صاح وحضنِّـي
يالله عسـى .. مـا تغفـى كـل المشاعـر
ويالله عسـى .. مـا ينصِـدِم يُـوم ظـنِّـي
خايـف يـروح العُمْـر .. وأكُـونْ خاسـر
وإن طـار طيـري .. مـا يفيـد / التمنِّـي
وخايـف يجينـي وقـت : أكْسِـر خواطـر
إن دارت الدنـيـا .. وزمـانـي كسـرنـي
ومـدام هـذي الدنيـا .. صـارت مظاهـر
وكِـلْ مَـنْ علـى كيفـه .. وجَـوَّه يغنـي
الضيـق وافـي .. والحـزن حيـل وافــر
والجـرح أكثـر شـي .. شفتـه يحبـنـي
عايـش وميِّـت بيـن .. ماضـي وحاضـر
والصبـر مفتـاح الفـرج ] ضـاع منِّـي
قل وش تبـي وتتركنـي يـا حزنـي آمـر
مسكيـن فرحـي / تصـدِّق إنَّ وحشنـي !!
( شاعـر ) ولكنِّـي .. مانـي ب شـاعـر
ودِّي أمـوت اليـوم … وأرتـاح منِّـي !!
