Disclaimer: This is not about me so please don’t get personal, cause I don’t and will never have the balls to pull a stunt like this.
How many of you, when you feel life has treated you really bad, OR, while witnessing the decimation (bit by bit) of your own self, have thought to yourselves of ending this blahdy long test, abruptly, or in simpler words committing suicide.
I just want to have a statistical analysis, once a week , once a month , or a year or never???
Achaa so we have are first acceptor, so PCG , why are you hurt , what’s eating you from inside, if its not too personal would you like to share?
..and if you think that often why havent you followed through…
OR may be I am jumoing the gun and you are talking about your invisible friend jojo.
erm, okay well. It was a lot of teenage problems - parents not letting me do what I want, dying friendships, friends being too controlling and manipulating, everything revolving around school (I was never allowed to go out), stress from school (valedictorian race), pressurized not to go to the university that i wanted to go to because of money...that was all the senior year of high school. Then my first year of college it took time to adjusting to being alone in my dorm room on campus.
GS kept me company, so that helped.
Oh and no no - you misunderstood. I said there ARE people who think of it that frequently. I don't now. I would say my rate was more like whenever any disturbing event took place in my life during the 2 years I described. So, sometimes it was frequent, sometimes not as much.
I work with people who do want to commit suicide now, so I do interact with people who make the threats that frequently.
"I am having a ball of a time"...I hope you're not treating this sensitive topic as some game.