I tried my best to be someone I wasn’t. I tried to ignore my past, move on and live a better life but from the start I was flawed. I was a cancer just oozing from place to place and now I have earned my destiny-right to die. I have no business being on this planet. I am not claiming to harm myself but rather I am going to apply for dying with dignity in the country I live in.
I would often try to understand why people choose to end their life voluntarily...now I know and I know I’m being a coward, loser, parasite, whatever but this pain is too overwhelming.
I want to thank everyone who tried to help and this forum did help me a lot during my deepest and hardest times but I am diseased and my expiration is calling. I know what effect this will have on many different levels but I’m willing to take the consequences because living like this dat to day isn’t worth it.
So long and may none of you face what I have had to in your respective lives. AoA
The country I live in allows dying with dignity aka euthanasia. Why...because life is too much to handle and I know I’ll be seen as a coward and kafir but I can’t handle it.
You’re acting as if you’ve commited the most horrible sin known to mankind. I skimmed thru your previous threads. I’m not saying divorcing your wife because of infertility issues or wasting her time because it took you years to realize you were not “compatible”, or catfishing innocent people is all acceptable and forgivable. It’s not. Obviously karma will knock on the door. Same way that girl tricked you into saying some things before *****ing to the whole community. Life sucks. You receive evil, you do evil.
You’re clearly in need of professional help, you have been confused and all over the place since joining this forum it seems and long before that. And now you think you’re mature enough to opt for euthanasia (I’m not implying that euthanasia is a mature decision, it’s not), when your past life choices proved the opposite. Running away from your past or problems is never the option, so what makes you think you will be able to run away from life “with dignity”? It’s not your right to decide when to die, it’s upto the One your soul belongs to. If only pain and misery would end once you die, who knows what hell is awaiting us in our graves and after that. I wonder what kind of community you belong to, brown men have done worse things and have been able to stay within the community as if nothing happened. -_^
