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@zobia

no, this approach will make you insaan. nothing is impossible!

your problem is you are scared to take any step. you over think and over stress yourself to a limit that not only your started considering yourself a philosopher, but also turning into a total loser.

I agree with Zobia, it is nothing more then mental block stopping you. A bit of courage and careful planning could help you get over all of these issues.

Good luck may Alllah bless you.