I sat amongst the graves and cried, at least they know how I feel
Bereft of life and soul, nothing left to call real
I walk empty now, soulless and void
Lifeless I live…and think without purpose or thought…
Not just scarred…defeated, killed, dead
Words have no meaning, music no sound. Food has no taste and my body no life…
Mind numb, thoughts unformed, haunting sleepless dreams…
I’m an empty shell…echoing of wasted life…eyes expressionless…
Words unspoken die upon reaching my lifeless lips…
I am nothing, dust in the wind…
There, but unimportant, purposeless,
Gone with the wind…
I’ve lost myself, but I’ll not search…for I know where I am…still with you…
What are soul mates when apart?
Lonely, incomplete, alone…endlessly searching for one other…
Are you The One…? No, we are One…I am you and you are me…
Together it’s ‘us’…’we’…
And who are we now? I am no-one…who are you…?
We are two halves of One…you are one and I am one
And together we’re One…one and one makes One…
And without you I’m none…gone, done…numb…
I speak in silence, without sound or words…I love deeply with a broken heart
Love bleeds through the cracks…
I live without life or soul…
Alive but not living…dead and still wanting to die…
I dream of a future that’s already gone…a future that was…without ever coming to be…
An endless love that’s ended? What that supposed to be…?
But it was, it is and it always will be…and you? Will you always be?
You’ll always be mine…but someone else’s…here, but elsewhere…
I search for you, even though I know where you are…what’s that supposed to be…?
How is it that I hurt for you with a heart that’s devoid of feeling now…?Numb…
Think of you with a mind empty of thought…? Dumb…
Yearn for you with a soul I no longer own…? Alone…
I had one heart…you now have two…
Taking mine when you went…
I had a soul…you now have two…
Taking mine when you went…
I had a life…but that’s gone too…
But take it all…it’s nothing without you anyway…
What good is all this to the dead? I have no use for it now…
I gave it all to you the day I knew you…
And I knew you before I knew you…
Words are failing me…like incomprehensible depictions on paper…
Meaningless…except to those who desire their meaning
Who are you, but my future that’s past? Living that future without me…?
I’m only a puppet on a string…a part in a play…
A character in a story I did not write, will not end and cannot sway…
Life lives me…I live nothing…
Love feels me…I feel nothing…
I am nothing…
I think therefore I am?
I think no more…therefore I am no more…
I was…I thought…or I thought I was?
I am not…
I exist not…
Seek and you shall not find…
For I will always be behind…
Behind you…you’ll not see me, but I’ll be there…
Gently moving you forward first…
You will always be first…
I am last…
I am past…
I will cry so you don’t have to…
Fall so you’ll never hurt…
Give so you’ll never want…
But you’ll never know…
I’ll be the peace in your heart because I’ll bear your sorrows…
I only breathe to keep you alive…
I always said that I lived for you
Now I’ve died for you…
Died to give you life…now live twice as well…
Enough for the both of us
Don’t waste the life I’ve given up for you…
I was there with you…We were One…
Now I am none
And you are me
You are One,
You alone are ‘we’
