Thank you for the advice. Your post made me look at things from a different perspective. I want to now value my parents and my sisters because I realize that at the end of the day, they are the only ones who will help and are there for me. I just feel terrible for the way I reacted and my whole family is disappointed.
You are absolutely right; I have never proved myself as a wise person because I am always doing something stupid so obviously they can’t trust my decisions.
I really thought that marriage would help me change myself and fix things for me but I guess I am evaluating this based on the honeymoon phase my friends are going through right now. I will definitely try to change my image in front of my family by being more responsible and calm and inshallah contributing wisely in the house and I have already started reciting duroods after namaz to help me with sabar.