i know it's not depression and i am not pregnant...

[firenze]

Re: i know it’s not depression and i am not pregnant…

@cute_ainee

Crying without any reason..agitated and irritated by small things..being extremely sensitive…not enjoying socializing including hanging out with friends or family…sleep loss…I used to be fun-loving person but I am no more the same..last night after isha namaz I cried soooo much that I had sub-conjunctival hemorrhage (blood clot in eye though its not harmful as doctor says) and I did’t let my husband know about this crying thing…

This is what happens to me after every few days…I got married 10 months back and is living in Saudi Arabia with hubby…my husband says u r being psychotic and u should go to Pakistan for a few months..but I don’t want to leave my house or husband..what should I do?

I like reading books but sometimes this doesn’t help in making me feel better…we go out every evening to malls or restaurants or other places so its not that I am locked up in a house for days…I try to keep myself busy by reading books or cooking or other things but still i go through this whole condition after every few days…I can feel I am a boring person now..please help me in knowing y is this happening to me and how can I be back to normal again..i am so much worried about this all..

Depression & Being guilty of not getting pregnant.
Praying, hangout with friends is not a cure for this. You need to understand and put this in your head that life is not about just this. It’s more then that, you have to found some hobbies or i don’t how it works in Saudia, get a job or something where you can spend like at least 10 hours outside of your home. You need to get busy or you will get suicidal !