Re: i have to make the most difficult choice of my life so far...
weel i agree with gazal baji ALLAH ka naam ley and make ur choice. being a human being u can mistake so not a big deal , but remember something what iheard from elders, in these kind of descision don't ever look back warna pahter ke ban jao gey. jou dil khey woh ker lo aur phier is per pastava na kero koin ke kuch kerney ka bad is per pastava ker ke afsos kertey rhey na bewaqoofi hey :)
so take a name of ALLAH and choose one from the option :)
wish u GOOD LUCK and my prayers are with u :)