**When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough Get Going!
**I hate to say this but this is my last Post on GS
I wont be visiting/posting on GS for next 1 Month
Some of you know me, most of u dont, lol
it was a nice experience to be here with all the different and lovely people
when I 1st visited GS in jan, I could not believe my eyes that such a place exists where ppl are so sweet and care abt others and u could actually find a solution for any problem by discussing it 
Many of you are addicted to GS and other computer related problems but i m the worst. I been wasting alot of time here and there. I enjoy it alot and its good
but some times some good things are not good for u
yesterday was an eye opener for me and “The Gangster” thanks for your lovely words
I have been thinking since, flash backed the last 10years of my life
I always followed my heart and never used my brains, lol
by doing this I have achieved satisfaction but am not happy with that and there is constant guilt feeling.
This is not how one is expected to spend a life, u cannot just think about your self and ignore others. Life is meant to be shared and your actions can hurt some one.
In my case i m hurting alot of em.
So I have decided that i am going to change my self according to what they expect of me . . . whats the harm in giving a shot. Every one does it except me.
After all they are thinking good for me but that is a different issue that if i like it or not but what if i m just hating the look of it and might actually like it very much.
just like trying out a new dish, lol
i remember i did nt like most of the sabzies specially shaljam
but i love em now, specially shaljam and keema karailey, lol
so in order to change me self there are some things need to be done to control my nafs
one of that is to stop thinking thru my heart , lol
and one is computers/internet/GS
I wont visit/post on GS at all for next 1 month
going to pack my computer in a box
going to shave my head, lol
i ll use em only at UNI
anyone want to contact me can contact me at face book/MSN/YAHOO
their use will be very limited, just 2 to 3 hrs a week for general communication
its a hard task for me
a very hard one
u cant even imagine
on a serious note, my friends pray for me that I Succeed in my quest as there wont be an other chance, I have had too many chances but this might be the last one.
i wont even come back to view replies on this thread after posting
See you all on 13 OCT 2008
I will miss u all, u cant even imagine
Have fun 
after writing all this
i m doing my last surfing at GS
post kaney ki himat nahy ho rahy
Btw why Oct 13th… Do u have anything to do with the Knights Templar?
tussi ja rahe ho
oct main wapis to aaon gena aap
itni jaldi aa gaye, abhi to me nay ye thread hi nahi dekha tha 
. . . 
O bai mar jaO gay liqh kay lay lo mujh say. I’ve done phd in the dept. U’re gonna stink all day long and u will become like a choosa howa aam. Please, quit it.
