Re: i hate this ******* process
sorry to hear that 714..I hope you feel better. I have heard that you should pray to find a good match for you.In my times I remember that I hadnt thought of marraige so I never prayed or thought of praying:)
But I can see that the restrictions and the expectations are really making you frustrated.
Please think and reearch in your mind what sort of personality in a guy will make you happy. I m talking in practical sense and am not asking you to carve yourself an ideal , which is usally close to never found.
And foremost, know Yourself first and then decide on what you want:).
May Allah Mian guide you:hugz: