u mean with some dude
well i was just pulling ya leg. these mind games take away half of the real beauty of life that u must be enjoying. my attitude is “ager koe dekh raha to dekhanay do…WHO CARES!”
during my highschool years sometimes i do my homework in cafeteria…once senior grade brainiacs sat in a group on a same table where i was sitting. and when i went to for a walk…my friends who were taroo these brainc asked me why u were sitting there 
i am like why 
jaisay main to abhi un main say kisi aik ko propose kernay wali hoon 
so i do understand what u are talking about…we gals sometimes get really weird 
ps. i am so sarial that can taroo any guy…and like brother pak-one said i will repeat his word “i dont date”. so we both are lucky not to meet