I gave badwa

[preciousheera]

Re: I gave badwa

@Cashmere

I am sorry to hear you went through so much at a young age. That is the thing with pakistani families: quick to disown rather than owning their mistakes much less establishing a proper solution to the problem itself. Well with baddua the thing is: if it has a legit reason it probably will take form. But for those who constantly degrade and pray the worst for others (most likely your family’s case since you left them) Allah knows that as well. He is just. So if your baddua was legit and concrete it probably has taken effect. As difficult as it may sound, try to forgive your mother and pray the best for her. Whether she abused you, was a part of the abuse, or watched others abuse you; the fact remains: she gave birth to you. Try to pray for her and forgive her, for that very one thing.

Thanks for your reply.
This was the first time ever I wished bad on anyone, i have never done this befor hence why I feel so bad.
I have forgiven her that’s why I still try to keep in touch however she doesn’t seem to change or forget and is constantly hurting me with her words. Maybe I should forgive her and forget her…