I am getting a fever!!! I miss my family… At times, it is not fun to live away from home… I have a headache too… So much to do but I am wasting my time!!!.. I was so productive before my engagement!.. Now, all I do is talk to him even I get few replies from him since he is busy… I am supposed to be busy too but I am making myself available… Wasting time here… I procrastinate when it comes to turning in projects. I have worked so hard to get here… Why am I not working hard enough anymore? I should be thankful to God… I need to start praying because the opportunity I have doesn’t come over and over again!..
I feel so weak today! I feel like going back home and finishing up my degree soon…
I need to fix myself first… LOL… I am wasting my time :(. Wish I could balance out life again :(… I tend to become emotionally dependent on a guy who I really love. It is all his fault :P… lol
I am meeting him this weekend and the next weekend and weekend after! Hopefully, I’d be ok…
