Re: I feel like im being forced to change, what shall i do>?
look what I wrote above....and think about it. Maybe it's a point to bring up GENTLY with your hubby. You do religious practices ultimately for Allah....not out of fear of another person. That's what I'm talking about, hon. If you're feeling forced....and if he feels that pushing you will make you adhere to Islamic practices better.......then gently tell him that your reasons for doing something good should be mainly for Allah. Fear and control have no place in sincere faith.
And Islam was not spread with harsh words and force. It was spread with kindness. Nadz, I feel that you need to have SERIOUS (but calm, don't lose control) discussion with your husband....before you marry him.