i feel jealous...its stupid i know!

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Re: i feel jealous…its stupid i know!

@inspiron

suddenly, i dont know why, i feel a sudden urge of jealousy to another girl who is in my year.

She is iraqi and insanely beautiful, she is super skinny and got amazing hair. She has a perfect pakistani boyfriend who treats her amazingly well, she recently went on holiday around the orient with her best friend and the pictures look amazing and she is doing reasonably well at uni.

When i talk to her/hear about her/see pictures of her on facebook i start feeling sorry for myself.

Why cant i be so skinny and eat anything i want, why cant i find a perfect pakistani boyfriend, why dont my parents let me go travelling, travelling is something i really want to do but my parents think its weird.

Its really stupid and fickle and i feel guilty and its sickening to feel so jealous. when i talk to her im not horrible to her or anything because shes actually a very sweet girl.

erugh i just had to vent.

which university .. ?