Re: i feel jealous…its stupid i know!
You are most welcome, Inspiron. I am just passing on advice, someone I adore and love a lot from GS and who I think of as a sister, gave me when I was in your shoes and feeling jealous and down. That’s the spirit mate, work on yourself. Keep looking at the future, do things which will help you do things in the future. For example, keep healthy and fit for a long healthy and fun life. Be jolly good to people to have a lot of friends and connections, few years from now. That and many things. Hahah it’s okay. It doesn’t sound bad at all.