with all honesty .. first of all , stop making fun of yourself. That is bad for self esteem. And if you hurt your own self esteem, you are going to pull your self away from any success, be it health or anything else
Oh cmon! I dont think I made FUN of myself and trust me, my self esteem is NOT low at the moment! I guess, you call this being 'brutally honest', nothing else. I am sure I didnt sound desperate too! So there. Anyway, I have a positive approach to life. I believe one should be able to laugh at themselves, take things in a light way... as it is, there are alot of problems in life.