Re: I am furious
I agree with Crescent, Faizy and yes Gulehro Billa bhai too, it’s due to lack of self
dicipline!!! ( <-I hope u spelt this right Jamis bhai, I copied u, midnight kay baad lafz kuch tairay mairay nazr aa rahay hain)
Like I’ve quoted in previous threads. People are blatantly ignorant! fo fum Well some are certainly! I know that the difficulties one experiences back at the holly rituals, its not to be moaned about, and I’m not! But PEOPLE!!! Arrgh, I can just eat them for the lack of civility they display! I was only doing umra, not even in the crowded season. Yet a pair of fat Auwn-teez that too apni pakistani (sharm ki inteha) bucking up each other in pure punjabi verses, “dhaka day kay rasta lay” … God I can never ever forget their faces. It was hard enough already for me to be doing tawaf with my four month old baby, yet to survive the pushing and pulling! Alhumdulilah my spouse grabbed hold of me, but regardless, it was really rude!
Jazbath mie kuch log bhool jatay hain, kay this is the ultimate test of selfless sacrifice. So what if we can not pray at Makam-e-ibrahim right away, we can always wait. I waited for a long time, trying to cover this brother who is in contineous sadja, crying profoundly when those auntiyaN tried pushing and shoving me aside. I was like, “Can’t you see this guy in sadja?! How can you allow urself to jump on top of him, just to get to the front?!” Anyway, I’m did give them a good killer look and made them a bit sharmofied! :o
So conclusions: Yes, its not the fault of the Saudi government. No matter how wide they make the structures of worship, the hearts of the people will have not effect. That will still remain narrow like their minds.
So calm down, and don’t be mad at the KSA, be mad at people, and humans since they’re created with a flaw. We can’t really do anything about it, since thats the Grand design of Allah subhan. Remember how poeple say, those that die during or right away after haj, go straight to janat. As a kid, I used to think, “Oooh they must be so lucky.” Well now that I know it happens this way, I may not really think their relatives are lucky, but atleast they are better off than us, who are still glued to the glitter of this world.
Alright better quit writing now,
Adios!
Daysee Behna 