*hugs* everyone..!

Sameen ji,

I've read your post above. I personally do not think there is anything wrong with visiting Indian websites. It's not a reflection of your character. I don't know about the experiences you've had on GS...but I get the vibe that there are some internal conflicts going on with you. Also, I would like to add that it's not right to play the role of the** "bechari victim"** after **instigating **derogatory remarks toward others. Convenient amnesia does not undo the mistakes and transgressions that one makes. My best wishes in hoping that you soon resolve whatever inner conflicts you're battling.