Re: how lasting is heartlessness (bey-dili aur pathr-dili)
thanks sind sagar,
i will 'let it be.'
knowing is what i am after.
afterwards, i will let it be.
too bad that he could not be secure even in this honesty and depth.
i have no regrets that is why i am trying to match and map where and why he went wrong.
yes, it is consuming my time, but since, i was part of the relationship, i want to dop my best, may Allah be my witness, that i cared.
and that over time, yes, things do change, but this person will repent later, as i repeat his loss.
i could appreciate being an obedient son, had he been honest before proposing , and bringing his mom to my home.
it is that betrayal that he has caused and for that he will suffer and i feel still that for the sake of my honesty, i must do all i can to crack open this ending which is no ending.
it is only disappointing severely, that he is not here to own up to his mistake, to acknowldge his cruelty.
if his ego revels in the attention it is getting, so be it.
my purpose is to make him realize that he is wrong and not that he is cherished.
he did not leave any reasons, since he did not show up and ethically brought a closure that was acceptable.
thanks though for affirmation.
dushwari