How hard would it be to let them go...

[Mehnaz]

Re: How hard would it be to let them go…

@Maham S

Oh god imagine how it wl be wid me when i get married cuz i m a sensitive moron…i m nt yet enganged or even thinking of marriage BUT still the thought of leaving my home has been scaring me since 3-4 yrs n i have cried many times at nite all alone just thinking abt it and picturizing how it wl be at that time for me…lol i m kinda weird 2 cuz there r no signs of my marriage for the next 2 yrs but still that fear has been with me for long…i guess it comes from my sensitive nature and also the fact that i m the youngest in my family n extreemly protected n pampered 1. I cried like mad at my bro’s wedding at the time of rukshti…my bhabi’s sista n brotehrs were cryin 2 but i upstaged them with my crying n lol every1 was like okkk now y is she crying?!?>…eheheh…i know for a fact i wl be miserable at my rukhsti and during the whole shaadi prep period…but how i comfort myself is that if Allah has made this the norm of life than he is the one who wl give us the strength to deal with this…so ya that helps.

I’m the youngest too, extremely pampered and protected … the most ladli out of my siblings. I’m so close to my parents, more close to them than anybody else. It’s gonna be so hard.