I just wanaaa be part of Cafe …so would it be posible for mee to join ..
I was just thinking ..from where to strat and where to end …
lets start from here …
** everyone always very much interested how people peep out from narrow hole of their own prespective, imaginations and frame of reference. Let say, we see people and we have certain projections in our minds. Of course its totally depend upon personal brought up and all the Freud’s stuff. But it is. One of my friend is used to say that she is having a crush on him every (almost evy bcoz normally he takes interest in almost evy) girl he meets. So he explains every action of her to proof his theory. I mean to be very honest it could be the case with me also some how.May be intensity wud be lower but it is. Or may be it is the case wid everyone. But I never try to accept as it is. Because i know we get flattered easily as human being.
But an incident which make me realise that how foolishly we close our eyes from facts and belive wat we want to belive. Just two things make me frustrate. First, I am gona b 25 in sep n how long this childish behavior will last. Yes it was good in teen age but now… I really dont need this. Second, I am trying to abandon this thing as soon as i realised its hallowness… But it appears automatically at time when actually i thinks its gone. Funny na. But, I m sick of it.. thats y i m writing too. but i dont know how many ill laugh at me but writing it bcoz i really want to accept this thing as whole so that I can scratch it completly later. I dono i ill b sucessful or not but we can try. thts wat we can do as human. atleast**
