Re: How do you stop from ruining yourself
sarah Hugz...
Don't listen to anyone just follow your heart. Sometimes we have to let go of something so special to us. Its like part of you is dead and rest of the part rips every second. Everything feels gray which is sort of normal. Cry, scream, go on vacation, stay away from everyone, Dont tell anyone but do let it out. The best way is to write it down in a journal every night. After a week go some where alone and read that journal.
its so easy to say it wasnt meant to be but ask that person who went through it. who lived in that phase for years and one day boom 'it wasnt meant to be' then why wasnt i told earlier.
when somethign deep inside of you dies you change... prepare for a change now...