How do you feel when......?

Sannan · April 15, 2011, 11:10am

Re: How do you feel when…?

Yes,though I have got my roots in Sindh and have got my people over there,the picture about the rest of Pakistan was quite different as the school level spoon feeding' was in a different way.I always believed Punjab and the rest of Pakistan except Sindh held a kind of hostility towards red chord sporting’ people like me.I had the first chance to be in Pakistan (I always thought I would land up in Karachi and even always thought that would be the only place for me to go in whole of Pakistan!!) in 2004 during the India-Pak match and I was selected to be a member of the Samsung squad (Telecom)to visit Lahore .Though our trip lasted just a day(indeed less than a day) it gave some amazing experiences which I would always cherish .
Later I landed in Karachi and my last visit was in 2007.I would go back again and again if the sitaution improves.

what do u do

^ Aaaw Blessed2006 that was so depressing…
I feel like I have left part of me in Pakistan, sure I can go back now and then every couple of years or so but I cant really stay for long. Pakistan is not the place I used to know anymore and at least here in the UK we have some semblance of stability, back home I have unfinished business and Pakistan is no place for someone with my thinking right now… One day I will return.

But in my heart I fell like I walked away from half a job… I must redeem my shattered soul by returning and finishing my duty.
Like others I was born, brought up, made and broken in Pakistan… it’s in the blood now even if you run to the ends of the Earth your still part of Pakistan… like it or not.

While I am sad that I am not at the place I would like to be… part of me is tense and excited, I just cant wait for the day I return… Insha Allah there will be a return!

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