How can this be?

that you would let down someone, by approaching them first and then forgetting them to move onto the next one?
can you ever make sense of this insensitivity?
why would you approach a person, if you know that you cant be for or with the person?
how much of self knowledge does it take to ascertain one’s own motives and intentions in this matter?
is it ethical and self comforting?

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best,

Dushwari