Re: house reposession
Material things 'to hath ki dhool hai, kabbi atti han cabe jati hain" - ek chhz jate hain to use ache ati hain" the first 6 months will be tough, some matlabi people will change their attitude towards you, good riddence to them; atlest you'll know the good ones who are true to you.
However, if it bothers you too much - just move on to a new city. Tell your brothers & sisters the truth. Do not think you are the only one - there are thousands like you every year. Some loose their shares, some gamble, some drink, some divorce, some become sick, some get cheated etc etc.
Never think of ending your life, your sisters & brothers need you and love you.