how do u keep ur hopes alive…when u have failed severall times…and u fail everytime ur just tooo close to it…
inside u knw u can achieve ur goal but due to some uncertain circumstances u fail everytime…
for me i just loose alll hope and its waayy to hard to bring myself together again and start all over..
it always happens to me whenever i believe that this time i vl get this thing anything wrong happens i feel shattered for a while but thn my heart says that Allah is taking my test or Allah has saved something better for me than this .......... i become hopeful again n this happens several time sometimes for smaller things n sometimes bigger........
i tend to reassure myself that when i want something and it doesnt happen that it just wasnt meant to be, it wasnt beneficial to me or may have harmed me somehow etc. then i move on. :)
Besides it's the effort that counts, keep at it you will succeed.... one of the greatest lessons i ever learned was that if an oppponent can be fought then he can be defeated... your time will surely come.