Re: Here I am....
First of All, MashaAllah. its so very nice to hear that you ve decided to move on and ignore them for your own best intrest.
and secondly, I know how it feels as to have a friend for over 10 years and just one day when you dont expect it, they turn against you or they just dont want to be friends anymore because of other peoples influence over them or they beleive that they dont need you anymore. its very understandable to feel hurt in these cases because a person beleives he/she is their best friend but yet they are not, only to realise that you ve lost them.
Thirdly, its also understandable that you are keeping yourself to yourself at the moment becasue from personal experience i felt that i can no longer confide/trust anyone anymore because you dont want to be hurt again, it took me personally roughly three years to understand who are your friends and why they are your friends and finally came to the conclusion that ''You loose what you get, if u dont get anything what would be there to lose'' meaning.. if a person makes friends and they show they are your friends, they wil never leave you and if they dont, it means that they were never your friends in the first place.
May Allah give you and us all the ability and courage to be a real friends to others so they may show their true friendship and keep us happy for our own benifit and our families. (Aameen)