When I read the title, I thought “Oh God, this must be really really bad”. But it doesn’t seem too bad, having read other horror stories in Life1. So since he isn’t cheating on you or doing drugs, consider yourself very, very lucky. :halo:
On a more serious note, stop doing what I’ve highlighted in bold.
You say he doesn’t talk to you or spend time with you enough - that’s really unfortunate but it shouldn’t make someone’s life really hard and painful - it’s easily changeable.
The only alarming thing I see here is that when you are crying, he laughs at you and calls you crazy. So, guess what, from now on do not cry in front of him and he won’t call you crazy.
