Assalam o alykum everybody
Thanks so very much for responding. Jazak Allah Khair
I have been quite down hence was unable to reply. I strongly believe that Allah has His own reasons when it comes to something like this. I believe Allah has better things planned for me when the time is right. Insha Allah!
Thanks for the advice, prays and suggestions. Physically I feel really down and my lower back hurts a lot when I walk or climb stairs. Hopefully it will get better with time... Insha Allah.
Fara